I haven't written in a long time...sorry!
Tonight is Christmas Eve..and soon some of our relatives will arrive. We will go to church and have dinner together. It's weird..it doesn't feel like Christmas though...I'm not in a Christmas mood yet. Oh well...hopefully after church it will be better...
So have a Merry Christmas!!
<3 Merle

Hi there!
SO on Monday I called my work to find out the dates when I have to work...and of course..how should it be differntly I had to work the same evening, Tuesday night and also tonight I'll have to work.
On Monday it was the first time ever that I was allowed to use the cash desk It's a little bit confusing and you have to remember all the numbers from different drinks...but it's also a challenge and I like that.
Yesterday I even could collect money from the people...even more confusing...now I'm more responsible than before...but I like it this way a lot better...you can get tipped and you don't have to ask the people who work with you all the time to collect money or to type something in the cash desk...so that's a little bit easier now..although it takes a while to get used to it..and to know how to do everything. Another girl showed it to me the last two days..but it's overwhelming and you can't remember everything the next days..;D

So I just came back from a YFU orientation today...It was nice ...but at the moment I don't think it helped me a lot for right now...although you learn to see some thinge different!
We dropped Katarina off at the station here in Leer..so she didn't have to sit in the train for 3 hours...

Later I called Millie! It's her birthday today! I love to talk to them! It always feels like I still would be there.
And I talked to Mom...it's also nice...although I'm so frustrated why did I forget everything..I have to look for certain words I don't know how to express myself..and I'm so frustrated!!!!!*wahhhh*
I'm gonna watch English movies and read some English books to maintain my English..
but I'm too tired for today...
good night

Tonight I was supposed to work but unfortunately the weather is so bad that nobody leaves the house..and so nobody is in the cafe...and the consequence is that I don't have to work..
there are a lot of other things to do..but I'm lazy..I should study English vocabulary,we will take a test tomorrow...I could pack my duffelbag because I will have a YFU orientation for the weekend and I'm sooo excited about it!!;)
I wanted to clean my room...to study Biology and to get my homework done...I didn't do anything yet...oh well...I should start...:)

today I had two free periods during first and second hour. But i didn't know about it till I went to school...but I left and went back home.

We had a discussion in politics it was fun. We will ahve the day of elections on september 18th...and so we had to represent the opinion of different parties in groups...I didn't like that we couldn't choose the parties because I can represent a party that opinion I don't share..oh well in general it's fun!

Then I eventually got to go to get a new haircut and my mom already warned me don't cut it too short oh well...now it's too late. I barely can put it in a ponytail..
I'm not sure of I like it yet...
But I mean it still will grow...hmm...undecided what I should think about it

After that I went to a travel office to plan my fall break.Some of our friends live in Munich and one of them is working at a broadcast station and she offered me I could come there for an internsip..and that what I'm gonna do..at least I'll try...
Just to learn about different professions;D

Today I was in such a bad mood...I came back from school and at first I didn't know what to do...horsebackriding isn't regularly yet..and most of my friends who live here around are on a school trip right now..so I was soo bored. Then I called my friend who owns the horse I ride...she asked me if I would have time tonight. her dad would be able to pick me up and take me over there...
So her dad really picked me up here and took me there...he is a driving instructor and so one of his students drove back with us..we dropped him off at home and then her dad told me I should get in the car...I thought he was kidding but he wasn't..so I sat in the fromtseats...and TRIED to drive the car... I've never driven a car before with one exception:D
It was an experience..and it was even legal because he is driving instructor...:D but I drove soo bad..hehe..oh well I'm just learning!
I think I will take drivers lessons there...the only problem is that they live a bit further away...

Later I rode the young horse again;) she behaves well..but you can't expect a lot from her so far..of course..she sometimes doesn't understand you..how should she?? but she will catch on soon, I'm sure..

I saw today again how much I love horsebackriding..and also to keep myself busy and to do something...
I get sick from sitting at home...being bored!!:D